the four right chords can make me cry

had a wonderful day today, something good has come out of my sadness and confusion, God can use every part of my life for something good, even the parts that i feel are beyond redemption. =)

i'm at a great place now, feel like i'm growing with each hour, feel as though my ways are blessed, i'm living the life. i pray that it stays like that.

in less cryptic terms (i cant really tell you what happened, i AM entitled to a certain degree of privacy) i shall recount the details of my day.

went for work, did the morning shift which was very slack. talked alot to jean (the waitress, not enai) talked to the cook (the nice one) and got her to tell me the recipie for phad thai (my absolute favourite, i eat it at every chance i get). ate 2 entire bowls of phad thai on the sly, but still got reprimanded by the cooks. the not so fierce one said "later get fat then your boyfriend dont want you" haha, i guess thats one of the benefits of not having a boyfriend then, being able to say "fat then fat lor!"

went kayaking with ben and hozea, it was FUN!!! =) at the end ben said "race back to shore, last one buys supper." SO NOT FAIR! for those who've never been kayaking with us (i think that's everyone, cos i just started kayaking with those 2), i lag WAY behind ben and hozea. they have to turn around and stop every now and then for me to catch up (they just sit in their kayaks, faces to the sky, limbs dangling out, waiting for me to arrive. kinda like stranded starfish. heh.)

well, anyway, even though i lost, they bought me waffles and ice cream from GELARE (!!!!) instead. =P it was so nice!!! (to keat: like i said, its who you go out with) me love gelare.... *drool*

went for prayer meeting after that, it was pretty good! i had a refreshing time, i find im beginning to really enjoy prayer!

saw gabs' copy of the yearbook and read what i wrote for the class page (did the entire thing cos no one else wanted to) i was not really very proud of my work, discredited myself as kel read it. but to my utter surprise, he liked it!! (and kel is an english major, no less) he said i have this earthy style. i was just amazed that i possesed my own style! on reflection, yeah i do, and i like the way i write. =) learning to love myself, baby steps. shall post up my work sometime, im actually proud of myself for once! aint that amazin....

change is in the air

okay that's all i will reveal for today. thank you for reading the extremely self-censored account of my life.

posted by beckyboo @ 1:14 AM